Took a brief break from my search to give an AW a good shot... and well everything went to crap, as I suspected it would.
It is possible, given her history, that things may come around again.. but I am done... and back on the path. I feel like a complete idiot to even have tried.. and I will only feel like a complete idiot once (now just a "general fool", I may do that a few times)
Strange as it may seem, my longest term relationships were with AW, but even though my relationship with an FSU woman was unsuccessful, it was the most satisfying and simpatico I have ever had... I have often been told that I was "born in the wrong time" , and often I feel that way, but also fell the "wrong place" as well... I just don't get AW (or maybe I do, but don't understand why they think the way they do)
So again, I start anew.
Peace,
Dennis